spring break..a break from what?

[ownowbrowncow]

sitting here
thinking
break from school brings realization
lost two friends
one good, one best
the good one lost makes me sad
the best one lost, empty
this same "best" - always afraid of me leaving them
left me
13
years
forgotten ?
spring BREAK.
wasn't made for this break.
songs bring tears
and so do memories
no music, no thoughts
"down came the sky..and all you did was blink"