Wow

Apr 19, 2004 10:23

So I def didn't start writing as much as I wanted, but I have another journal, and this just seems repetative I suppose. Plus, I don't want to re-become the 8th grade me that wrote everyday a boring timeline of her day. So here I am, two weeks left in Farmville and then home for the summer. Thrilled. I <3 LU and all, but reallllly, its been such a long year, I just need some sun and sleep. I count on having tons of people visit me this summer though, if you don't I'll hate you and construct voodoo dolls against your well-being.
It's going to be 90 today, yet I have to be dressed up instead of in a swimsuit lying in the grass somewhere. *sadness* Yesterday was good fun, playing in the mud, yet my swimsuit top is dyed from it, and I worry it's a bad thing to have the top and bottom of my swimwear two extremely different colors. We shall see. I'm hoping chlorine even helps a bit, unless that's a little too much wishful thinking.

Everyone walks away at some point
I didn’t think you’d walk away so soon
I would have said the things inside of me
Out loud days ago, so they’d be heard by you

I def feel a little sad though, to be leaving behind this place for four months I feel so rooted in. Maybe it's important to be away for a while though, I'll have more time to paint and write at home, to start the projects I'm truly interested in. Be optimistic with me. Maybe it'll help me thru exams. Ha (if you believe in miracles).

~L~
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