Well shoot...
This journal is a terrible disappointment to me and my thought process. I should have never have started it. I write enough already, and know that there is nothing I could write in here, no point I could get across, that would be profound enough to make this website worthwhile. What a waste of cyberspace. I wonder how many other sites there are like this, being wasted and abused and forgotten and unkept by people like me; with more ideas then they can handle, feeling the entire range of human emotion, yet failing to share it where they felt the were going to. I really assumed I would be updating this piece of crap more often.
But for those of you who might stop by once and a while: here.
I am home and jobless and carless and $$less. Therefore, I suck. But that's okay, I feel I have plenty to do despite the fact that I can't manage to roll my ass out of bed before 12 everyday. My brothers graduation is fast approaching, yay for West Point. I'll be in New York this time next week. Yay for traveling, I hope to do it much more often this summer (with the little money I hope to have). God, will someone please motivate me to balance my f***ing checkbook? That piece hasn't been stable in months. Last time my mom tried to help me she found out I withdrew 20 bucks in Blacksburg when she didn't even know I went on a trip. That was dumb. But not it says something like -14.andsomeoddcents while I just withdrew money from the atm. We'll see the pretty little notice soon I suppose. I need to fall in love with someone how is reallllllly good with money, so that I'm not in a shelter before I'm 30. I've been writing and everything plenty, and hanging out with a few really great people. I'm lucky. I do wonder why some others I thought I'd be closer to this summer and I have fallen out, but maybe it all happens for a reason, and I like thinking that really great things are about to happen in my life. Like I said, I feel really lucky. Nonetheless, I'm tired for once. And yes, recently I have begun to see 2 a.m. as a reasonable hour, what of it?
If you stop by here, you should make sure I have ur livejournal... chances are I don't. Ha. Maybe you can show me how to keep this stuff up...
But for those of you who might stop by once and a while: here.
I am home and jobless and carless and $$less. Therefore, I suck. But that's okay, I feel I have plenty to do despite the fact that I can't manage to roll my ass out of bed before 12 everyday. My brothers graduation is fast approaching, yay for West Point. I'll be in New York this time next week. Yay for traveling, I hope to do it much more often this summer (with the little money I hope to have). God, will someone please motivate me to balance my f***ing checkbook? That piece hasn't been stable in months. Last time my mom tried to help me she found out I withdrew 20 bucks in Blacksburg when she didn't even know I went on a trip. That was dumb. But not it says something like -14.andsomeoddcents while I just withdrew money from the atm. We'll see the pretty little notice soon I suppose. I need to fall in love with someone how is reallllllly good with money, so that I'm not in a shelter before I'm 30. I've been writing and everything plenty, and hanging out with a few really great people. I'm lucky. I do wonder why some others I thought I'd be closer to this summer and I have fallen out, but maybe it all happens for a reason, and I like thinking that really great things are about to happen in my life. Like I said, I feel really lucky. Nonetheless, I'm tired for once. And yes, recently I have begun to see 2 a.m. as a reasonable hour, what of it?
If you stop by here, you should make sure I have ur livejournal... chances are I don't. Ha. Maybe you can show me how to keep this stuff up...