breaker balkks

[ownes153]

Well today is offically a lost day because i came to school, got a huge dos project due on wendsday and basically i feel like shit right now... Anyhow work from 2-9:30 then back to the apartment to work on psychology presentation that'll make or break my grade in that class.. However you put it today is a lost cause because i have no time to do much of anything because i go from school to the apartment, chill for about an hour and then head off to spencers to work for seven and a half hours and then work on the psychology project that's due on tuesday lucky me..worst off it gives me no time to talk to sarah except when im gonna call her after work hopefully i can pull some strings and get off next saturday, so i can go to her mom's wedding, not so much as to get off work but i just really need to see her and im still undecided if i will take cory home on thursday then fly back here to go to work at 2 on friday afternoon... But what can i say i'd rather be at spencers than at long john silvers right now as i am having more fun at spencers than i've ever had at ljs down in pittsburgh althought ljs at altoona was awesome... anyhow im still missing my sarah and it kills me not to be with her all the time but im gonna try to survive till atleast next week which if im lucky enough to get off on saturday. I've fallen deeply in love with the girl and even thought i do stupid shit and get her mad at me i still know that she loves me too... And my parents wedding anniversary is coming up next week and i dunno if i'll be able to make it home for that "special" occasion, my quess is i won't but o well i see them too much to begin with... next time i go in to go in i hope to see that my computer has come in and that i can take it back and start ripping apart my laptop because i want to see whats inside it and if i can do anything to soup it up so it'll run better... Anyhow im feeling like shit and not being with sarah isn't helping my cause much because im being depressed without her here with me but what can i do i wish i could commute to here but it would be wasting gas and i'd be straped for cash more than i am already but if i would ever do that for her im sure it would all be worth it i just want her to be here but i know i can't have everything that i want in life. well im bored with this entry already so later on look for more entries...

I <3 sarah