Horrid day
So today has been one of those terrible days. First of all I am terrified of dogs. So my first period design teacher of course had to bring her little demon dog to school. It kept staring at me! Then I told my friend about it and she told me to get over it! I was like, "I'm terrified of dogs, how exactly am I meant to get over an irrational fear. Size doesn't make a difference." Okay so it was a small dog but it was still freaky.
Then I felt like everyone was ignoring me today, or if they werent they were making fun of me. I dunno, I was very unloved. Plus I have a terrible cold and am currently in the process of removing my lungs from my body through excess coughing. I am losing my voice and I have a choir concert on SATURDAY, WHERE i AM SINGING A SOLO! I'm singing Kun Mina Kotoani Laksin by Ville Valo so not only do I sound like shit but I have to remember all the finnish words and pronounciations. And my brother told me today that he won't accompany me on guitar, so it's gonna sound even more crap. Ad in my step grandmother telling me how I should drop my weapons class (which I love) to go to peace conferences and parents hassling me to study (exams are in a month!) and you get my shitty day.
Maybe tomorrow will be better.
I sound like such a little emo kid and even though I'm wearing black skinny's I'm really not. I hate crappy days. Only one more year until uni and I can finally move to one of the ends of the country. I can't wait. I can get away from these people who call themselves my friends, I know they probably don't really like me. They don't even reaaly know me even though I've sat with and known them for like 4 years.
The best part of today has been overloading on Vam stories (why must they be so addictive). There are way to many good fics I love slasher48's especially. They made me smile, I was too pissy to comment though.
Wow this is rambly
Til next time
Christina