May 19, 2004 23:49
Man!!! I'm SOOO tired. Everything is going good....the church album is awesome, I've got three new clients, my muse may come back to me (maybe...if she'll get off of her fat ass....) and I've got tons of equipment sales! (A middle school is buying a HUGE lighting system and some expensive wireless mics).
You know, though, I feel alone. Like there's no one to turn to for emotional/personal support. I love my wife but, bless her heart, if I try to talk about my problems...it's like...her's are so much bigger than mine (yeah, right) so I end up listening to her and I can't get my thoughts out. It's like I can't rely on anyone just to lend an ear... As I've said before....maybe at least one man is an island.
Me.
I'm OK, I guess sometimes I just feel lonely.....even in the middle of a crowd.
I know, we all feel that way, sometimes...
Still, my love to you all....I read you every day and think of you.
Steve