Title: Finding Confidence
Pairing: Baekhyun/Kyungsoo
Word Count: 1710
Genre: Smut
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Kyungsoo has always admired Baekhyun because of the confidence that he himself never had.
A/N: This fic was inspired by
this and
this.Also the fact that Kyungsoo is just awkward to begin with and he looks like he going to piss himself with his large eyes inspired this...even though there is no pissing in this fic. I also want to thank
lovestrucksmile for the tips on dirty talk because as much as I enjoy the thought of it, I suck at writing it. I love her okay? TWO MOONS! ♥
Baekhyun had always been the outgoing one out of the both of them no matter what. That was one thing Kyungsoo had always admired about the younger. The confidence that oozed from Baekhyun is what had attracted Kyungsoo in the first place but he would never tell a soul.
Kyungsoo would also never tell anyone how when darkness had fallen and everyone was a sleep at night that he would bite down on his pillow as he fisted his cock. He couldn’t even fathom the idea of sharing with someone how he got off to the thought of taking as much of Baekhyun in his mouth as he could. Kyungsoo would pray that no one could hear the broken bits of Baekhyun’s name flowing from his mouth as he came into his hand.
Kyungsoo wished that he was much more outgoing and then maybe he wouldn’t be left to taking care of himself at night, praying that Baekhyun might just walk in on him nursing his raging erection.
But at this moment, Kyungsoo was more than delighted to be on his knees in front of Baekhyun. He was nervous but more than eager as Baekhyun took his hand, placing it over the tenting of his jeans. Kyungsoo looked up with big pleading eyes because it finally had occurred to him that he really doesn’t have a clue what to do next. Many times had he fantasized about it, feeling how heavy Baekhyun would be in his hand and mouth.
Baekhyun smirks down at him and he runs his fingers through Kyungsoo’s hair, cooing him softly. “It’s okay, don’t be scared. Take your time.”
And Kyungsoo did just that. He took his time as he unzipped the other’s pants. The sound of the unzipping seemed to bounce of the walls, making kyungsoo much more aware of what was happening. He looked up at Baekhyun again who was leaning back on the wall and he nodded at Kyungsoo, giving him the extra push, the confidence to do what he had been wanting to do for a while now.
When Kyungsoo started to pull down Baekhyun’s jeans down along with his boxers, he heared a groan escaping the other’s lips because of the cold air against the lower half of his body. It only encouraged Kyungsoo to continue. He never took his eyes off of Baekhyun’s cock as it was released from the confines of his undergarments.
Kyungsoo will admit to the fact that he had seen other penises before but never one that he had been so interested in. This time was so much more different than all the other times. This time it was going in his mouth. Baekhyun’s cock wasn’t what he had pictured it to be, but he wasn’t complaining. He really didn’t have the right to since this would be his first time with another man’s cock in his hand.
Baekhyun’s cock had girth to it and it was a little bit long but not too long. It was attractive in a way Kyungsoo never thought a penis could be. Breaking him from his thoughts and how he was admiring his cock, Baekhyun gently pulled Kyungsoo by his hair and pulled him closer to his cock, taking his other hand and grabbing the base of his cock and swiping the head against Kyungsoo’s lips.
“Don’t be afraid, taste it.” He had murmured to the one on his knees. “You can kiss it, go ahead.”
The fact that Baekhyun was so warm about it, so caring the way he said everything had egged Kyungsoo on who finally took Baekhyun, with a shaky hand, carefully holding him. At the contact, Baekhyun tilted his head back, and groaned lowly. He stuck out his tongue, dug it into the slit. Kyungsoo’s heart was swelling at the reactions he was receiving from the other. He’d never felt more confident before until now. Kyungsoo felt a little bit bolder as started to slowly move his hand up and down on Baekhyun. He even leaned in and started to suck on the head tentatively which caused Baekhyun to tighten his grip of Kyungsoo’s dark locks.
“F-fuck…just like that, take it all now…” Even though Kyungsoo hadn't done much, Baekhyun had to resist the urge from bucking all the way into Kyungsoo’s hot and wet mouth. He didnt want to choke the other but the idea of Kyungsoo choking on him sounded rather inviting as well.
Kyungsoo did just that. He closed his eyes and inch by inch did he take Baekhyun into his mouth, relishing in the groans that escaped Baekhyun’s lips. Testing the waters, Kyungsoo started bobbing his head, giving little sucks here and there. He knew that Baekhyun was holding back and he didnt want that.
“Don’t close your eyes, Kyungsoo. I want you to look at me.” Even though Kyungsoo was nervous too look up at him, he did. Kyungsoo continued to bob his head slowly. Whatever he can’t fit in his mouth, his hand made up for it, working it’s magic. He watched Baekhyun, whose lips were parted and red from biting them. Baekhyun was tired of holding back now and he lost the last bit of control he has when he started to shallowly thrust into Kyungsoo’s mouth. Kyungsoo sort of panicked and he closed his eyes, trying to grab his thighs to stop him from moving.
"Look at me while I fuck that pretty face of yours, watch me.” Finally, Kyungsoo opened his eyes again and he watched with much excitement just how debauched Baekhyun looked, just from the use of his mouth. It was probably one of the hottest things he had ever seen. Kyungsoo could feel just how hard he was himself; he could feel the wet spot that had formed on his boxers. Frantically, he moved his free hand down to palm at the tent that had formed. Kyungsoo never wanted to get off more than anything in his life until now.
Just as Kyungsoo was about to unzip his pants and pull himself out, Baekhyun’s sexed out voice stopped him.
“Don’t. I want you to cum just from sucking me off. Put your hands behind your back.” After hearing that demand, Kyungsoo whimpered and whined around Baekhyun’s cock which caused him to snap his hips a bit. Kyungsoo obeyed him and he put his hands behind his back and he let him fuck his face.
Baekhyun let out a string of curses and he held Kyungsoo’s head in place and he started thrusting a tad bit faster into his mouth. Both of their gazes locked with one another. He watched how beautiful Kyungsoo’s lips looked stretched around his throbbing hot cock and how his eyes were watering when he thrusted a little bit too fast and he went farther than he has before.
“You like that, huh? You like my cock in your mouth? Does it taste good?” Kyungsoo hummed, as he resisted the urge to touch himself. He realized that just from sucking Baekhyun off that he was turned on beyond belief. He felt a certain heat in the pit of his stomach and he couldnt believe. He just might actually come from sucking the other off.
“Come on, baby. Take me deeper.” Kyungsoo tried his best to relax his throat as the tip of the other's cock reached. Baekhyun stayed like that for a little bit and he felt Kyungsoo panicking so he ran his fingers through his hair as he tried to calm him down.
“Relax, just relax.” Baekhyun felt Kyungsoo loosen up as he thrusted a little bit faster into the warm orifice. He could feel just how close Baekhyun was because he was beginning to get lost in the rhythm of his thrusting and his panting was becoming a little bit louder. He had let a string of curses come out in English and his eyes were close. Before Kyungsoo knew it, his eyes were shut tight and he moaned around Baekhyun’s cock as he came in his jeans shamelessly. It took him by surprise and if he had to compare this orgasm with the best one, he’d say this one was the best he has ever had so far.
“Fuck, Kyungsoo…you slut, you see how much you love sucking my cock? And you made a mess without touching yourself.” Baekhyun pulled out, leaving Kyungsoo to slump back and panting, trying to catch his breath. Kyungsoo’s eyes were closed but he could hear Baekhyun right in front of him as he jerked off. His mouth felt sore but he knew it was for a good reason.
“Kyungsoo…Kyungsoo….Kyungsoo..” he heard the other as he moaned his name like a mantra and he opened his eyes. He watched how Baekhyun bit his lip and how his knees were bent a little bit. “Open your mouth and stick out your tongue.” Kyungsoo obeyed him again and he pushed himself up on his knees, mouth opened and tongue stuck out and he felt the head of Baekhyun’s cock on his tongue as he continued to jerk himself to completion. With one last groan, he came in Kyungsoo’s mouth, warm and sticky cum made its way onto Kyungsoo’s tongue. Some of it slid to the corner of his mouth.
Baekhyun pulled away and then pulled his pants back up, putting himself back into his jeans. Kyungsoo didnt know whether he should swallow or to spit but he did know how unflattering spitting could be. He watched as the other kneeled down and whispered to him.
“Swallow it.”
It was bitter and too sticky for him but Kyungsoo decided he liked it. If he had time, Kyungsoo didnt mind this becoming another pastime for him. He also decided that he didnt find himself jealous of the confidence that Baekhyun oozed. He actually quite liked how aggressive and straight forward the other could be with him. Kyungsoo believed that after this, he just might have found a little bit of confidence himself.
- i really want to die, so embarrassed right now.