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It has been quite awhile since I posted anything and I feel that this is the right time. I don't really like posting entries when I don't feel like I have anything interesting to say, but today I feel quite content. This last month or so I've become aware that my overworrying and overanalyzing things is overall quite detrimental to my mental health and really isn't helpful to anyone. In fact I kind of think that it has gone too far in a couple incidents and problems that I thought were there were actually, well, not. I feel much better now though once I have calmed down and took another look at all the situations that have caused me near panic attacks and for the most part they really are okay, or in some cases fantastic. Honesty, at times when I look at the things that have been bothering me I find that they are actually amazingly good and I guess, like most people, when things get good you assume that there is something bad lurking nearby.
There are a few grievances of course, like the restaurant in Toronto that still hasn't given me my pay cheque from three months ago. I just gave them an angry phone call telling them that I will call the labor board. This isn't really unreasonable considering I have called them upwards of six times and given them my address twice. I am seriously displeased with them. As well, on a completely unrelated note, I am displeased that eggs give me a headache because I really like eggs.
I am also completely tired of the rain. It's nice for cozy evenings and cuddling inside, but when it happens every day almost it gets annoying. It was especially annoying when I was at Backmeadows and there was so much rain that that the music was canceled two bands before it was supposed to and the tent leaked and I was wearing wet socks... I hate wet socks. Overall it really did put a damper, excuse the pun, on the evening. My weekend was saved though by a nice evening with Mike last night, even if I did have to watch the worst movie ever, 'The Machine Girl'. I should have known better when I watched the trailor and her arm gets tempura'd. Crazy Japan. Nonetheless an evening of movie watching and cuddling with my boy is always pretty sweet.
Today I plan on running some errands, paying my rogers bill, trying to get my pay cheque from Teleperformance and checking out the sexy new counters and Dreams of Beans while filling my tummy with coffee. As well I should go to the gym and do some reading. I feel like I haven't been reading nearly enough.
I feel like I should be doing more stuff for myself, but I can't figure out for the life of me what they would be. I really have to work on that. At least I have the job at Dreams of Beans now so I don't seriously hate my job now. Although I will hate those 12hour shifts for awhile.
But for now, errands ahoy!
-Madison
There are a few grievances of course, like the restaurant in Toronto that still hasn't given me my pay cheque from three months ago. I just gave them an angry phone call telling them that I will call the labor board. This isn't really unreasonable considering I have called them upwards of six times and given them my address twice. I am seriously displeased with them. As well, on a completely unrelated note, I am displeased that eggs give me a headache because I really like eggs.
I am also completely tired of the rain. It's nice for cozy evenings and cuddling inside, but when it happens every day almost it gets annoying. It was especially annoying when I was at Backmeadows and there was so much rain that that the music was canceled two bands before it was supposed to and the tent leaked and I was wearing wet socks... I hate wet socks. Overall it really did put a damper, excuse the pun, on the evening. My weekend was saved though by a nice evening with Mike last night, even if I did have to watch the worst movie ever, 'The Machine Girl'. I should have known better when I watched the trailor and her arm gets tempura'd. Crazy Japan. Nonetheless an evening of movie watching and cuddling with my boy is always pretty sweet.
Today I plan on running some errands, paying my rogers bill, trying to get my pay cheque from Teleperformance and checking out the sexy new counters and Dreams of Beans while filling my tummy with coffee. As well I should go to the gym and do some reading. I feel like I haven't been reading nearly enough.
I feel like I should be doing more stuff for myself, but I can't figure out for the life of me what they would be. I really have to work on that. At least I have the job at Dreams of Beans now so I don't seriously hate my job now. Although I will hate those 12hour shifts for awhile.
But for now, errands ahoy!
-Madison