"cause I don't believe in you....anymore"
ARGH!!! I hate stupid people! They aggravate me soo much. I just finished orientation at the hospital, and there were grown adults asking the stupidest questions. I understand that things may be different, and possibly new at this hospital, but asking computer questions and asking repeatedly the same thing that was just covered in a lecture....ahh!
So on from that, I'm happy to be off of that, but now that means that I have to start working for real now. NOW THAT SCARES ME! Well right now I'm teching, cause I dont have my pass to sit for my boards, which is even worse, cause I get paid less, the job sucks, and people treat you like shit. Im paying my dues I guess.
So a couple of weeks ago, I found out that my ex is dating his ex-gf again....i dont know, I just read this shit on facebook. But anyways, I had a inkling to let her know what her now bf did a couple of weeks ago...i.e. hit on me and a bunch of baby 18 year olds. I dont like her, and I really dont care about their relationship, but I dont know I just had a feeling like i should tell her. OK OK partly cause I want him to see ramifications, her yelling, him getting caught, but I dont know what purpose it really would serve if I told. I doubt she would break up w/ him, and i'm sure to hear shit from him, and in that process, I might lose some of our mutual friends.
I havent done it, i dont think i will (it's been like a month anyways). I just want to erase him, get him out of my life, out of my head. We dont talk anymore...the texting is almost next to nothing, havent seen him in over a month.
I just wish I could find someone else or something else to occupy my brain.
So on from that, I'm happy to be off of that, but now that means that I have to start working for real now. NOW THAT SCARES ME! Well right now I'm teching, cause I dont have my pass to sit for my boards, which is even worse, cause I get paid less, the job sucks, and people treat you like shit. Im paying my dues I guess.
So a couple of weeks ago, I found out that my ex is dating his ex-gf again....i dont know, I just read this shit on facebook. But anyways, I had a inkling to let her know what her now bf did a couple of weeks ago...i.e. hit on me and a bunch of baby 18 year olds. I dont like her, and I really dont care about their relationship, but I dont know I just had a feeling like i should tell her. OK OK partly cause I want him to see ramifications, her yelling, him getting caught, but I dont know what purpose it really would serve if I told. I doubt she would break up w/ him, and i'm sure to hear shit from him, and in that process, I might lose some of our mutual friends.
I havent done it, i dont think i will (it's been like a month anyways). I just want to erase him, get him out of my life, out of my head. We dont talk anymore...the texting is almost next to nothing, havent seen him in over a month.
I just wish I could find someone else or something else to occupy my brain.