Dec 05, 2005 10:14
blah blah blah blah blah..... blah blah blah blah
nick yunis... i love you... not like a brother...
but as like a way a man can only love another man
and thats analy... mMmmm i miss you anus...
dont you hate it when life just starts to lag...
your getting ready for the next step, and well
you have to keep waiting... if only school started
when i wanted it to, not this set time for everyone
like if i could go to school and do it tell i get
tierd then go back... it would be amazing
subjective schooling... not this one size fits all
bullshit everyone has to go through...
i love my new guitar... but not cause it my new guitar
because its amazing... worth every penny i put into it
also i have to save up for seeing gardo for his brithday
im going, no matter if anyone else goes... im soo excited
we get to share a bed again... I MISS YOUR MUSK
in other news... im falling again... no matter how
hard i try not to, it happening... but im going to
do the right thing and take my time with shit...
i have alot of life to live, to worry about sharing
it with anyone again, too many headaches, too many
distractions, just enjoy the time you have with
one another and stop thinking soo much
speaking about thinking, i think way to much
not necessaraly about anything in preticular
but just in general. like yesterday i was with my friend
and they took a tynanol pm to sleep, but only one tablet
when the recomended dosege is 2, and im like take two and
shes like no one it last me longer... mind you there are
50 tablets in a bottle, and she told me the price and in
like 5 seconds in my fucking insane brain, i calculated
hows much exactly its was she is saving per year, something
like 49 dollers, JUST TAKE TWO!! or like how my OCD is
slowly comming more and more apperent, in how i think of
things. i look at buildings and wish some where knocked down
cause they dont make any sense, RITHYM!! IT SHOULD HAVE THE SAME
RITHYM... ok im ranting at work ill keep talking later