I'm sorry, without you I can't breathe..
Okay..it's day 7 on this whole
groundation thing..and I'm gonna
shoot myself..luckily I stole the
internet..but lame side my parents
took the phone away..dubba you tea eff.
Didn't do a whole bunch..worked on homework
and hung out with the only person my parents
let me see..MATT..who make's these circumstances
some what bearable..even if I want
to scream half the time..and is there to listen
to me whine and complain about the situation
even though..he says it doesn't bother him
I know secretly that it might. He came and
woke me up saturday morning..it was the best..I
definetly have it for this boy..and I love it.
I can't stand being home like this..the
tension is so bad..I just stay in my room
or just away from them..it's the worst feeling ever..cause it's
not supposed to be like this.
..I miss friends.
..my parents.
..the beach.
..summer.
..my car.
..and I don't like the fact that it seems
so hard to hang out with him.
..and I miss not having to worry about
SAT's and AP tests..but now I do have to worry
in the next 3 weeks..I swear after the tests
are done..the Bagg better hope I pass or I'm
going to scream.
..oh ya and I really want to play soccer again
because I dislike track very much.
Bright side..nominateing convetion tomorrow..
..maybe a job at Olive Garden? oh ya..and
our 2 months comming up on Satuday!! AH!
groundation thing..and I'm gonna
shoot myself..luckily I stole the
internet..but lame side my parents
took the phone away..dubba you tea eff.
Didn't do a whole bunch..worked on homework
and hung out with the only person my parents
let me see..MATT..who make's these circumstances
some what bearable..even if I want
to scream half the time..and is there to listen
to me whine and complain about the situation
even though..he says it doesn't bother him
I know secretly that it might. He came and
woke me up saturday morning..it was the best..I
definetly have it for this boy..and I love it.
I can't stand being home like this..the
tension is so bad..I just stay in my room
or just away from them..it's the worst feeling ever..cause it's
not supposed to be like this.
..I miss friends.
..my parents.
..the beach.
..summer.
..my car.
..and I don't like the fact that it seems
so hard to hang out with him.
..and I miss not having to worry about
SAT's and AP tests..but now I do have to worry
in the next 3 weeks..I swear after the tests
are done..the Bagg better hope I pass or I'm
going to scream.
..oh ya and I really want to play soccer again
because I dislike track very much.
Bright side..nominateing convetion tomorrow..
..maybe a job at Olive Garden? oh ya..and
our 2 months comming up on Satuday!! AH!