thumbs up to plastic surgery; as soon as they figure out how to remove the "pit" of my stomach

Nov 29, 2004 00:18

Me and my boyfriend just broke up. As much as i wanted it to, it just wasn't gonna work. It sucks, he's probably hands down the best guy i've ever been with. He is sweet and funny and smart and caring and very good-looking, but i guess sometimes, even when you want it to be, it's just not there...
I think i need to be alone for awhile, get my shit together, figure out what i want, understand myself more and how i work. It's a good time too. With x-mas break coming i can focus on finals and then just have pure fun with my friends in M-town, and not worry about which boy i'm gonna marry.
I had a terot reading last pm at cafe tu tu tango. She said that me and the cancer(my bf) weren't gonna work b/c we kept pushing each other away. She said i have a big problem letting love in. She said my finances are gonna start looking up. A light-haired fellow will enter my life in the spring and it will b serious. and i'll marry around age 26.
oh man i had so much fun this past week. I saw all kinds of friends. dyed my hair "plum oasis". hung out with the fam, who i really just love so much i can't even begin. I was allowed to drink for the first time at a family gathering on thanksgiving. My uncle put bailey's in my coffee( wow that sounds creepy).
I did not get my license back as planned. but im hoping for this saturday.

I had so much fun with all of my friends; Erin, Stacie, jd, steven, zack, nick, trevor, mike, joey, scott, Lauren K, brian M, Jeremy

I wish i could have seen more, especially lauren, but i guess it wasn't in the stars.

Happy Finals!!!
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