Oct 26, 2004 22:07
its so weird to step outside yourself for a min and evaluate where and what you are.
My findings:
I don't write anymore, it was my passion. Am i no longer passionate?
I have a boyfriend. I've been single for over a year and its scary to wonder if im doing the right thing
II've lost contact with so many people who used to mean the world to me
Sometimes im afraid my new friends( ha! new they've been here a yr) don't really know me
or maybe they do and im just not the person i used to be
Over all im happy, just afraid im missing something
Since everyone likes to see their name(or their personality) in print...
15 people from my friends' list[see if you can guess]
1. I've always thought you were insanely hot. I thought we had something once but.. life intervened.
Yet i still think your really fun and a funny guy.
2. I have no clue who you are. U just started commenting on my journal. You seem nice. Im pretty sure you know one of my friends brothers.
3. I miss you like crazy. I have a beautiful picture of you on my computer but im afraid to print it out and put it up b/c it'll make me miss u more. We always have so much fun together! see u soon
4. You are my best friend. I confide in you more than anyone else. We laugh at the same shit and swoon over the same men. i always have a good time with you.
5. You creep me out a little. Im always afraid you'll turn on me, if you haven't already. you're still cool and i actually used to have a crush on you.
6. i was afraid you just didn't like me for a long time, but now you do and we're good friends and its awesome, yet i wish i saw you more
7. you don't write on this anymore, but u should know (if you don't already)We will never be the same and that sucks but its just the way it is
8. You go to my school and have the best fashion sense EVER! i wish we hung out more b/c you seem like you could teach me alot.
9. You are also insanely hot but i dont think u know it. im afraid for you. i wish you had more confidence. ps i wish you would have just fucking kissed me!
10. me and you have been friends for a long time. i wish you could just be happy. you've always been there for me and i think we just understand each other's despair.
11. we've never been friends yet we hug whenever we see each other. i think its funny, but its a lot easier than admiting the truth ay? ( this actually applies to more than one person)
12. Just buck up you emo wuss ps i love you
13. Tell her to get over it! know what i don't care, fuck it!
thats all i can think of, but if you really want to know what i think of u just ask
ps ive been struck w/ poison ivy and its taking over my body