WaR sux SUPPORT OUR peace
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I do believe I'm now officially insane. Hiding it? Yes, I am. I need a personal day. A PRIVATE personal day. I need me with me time. I don't want people to worry and such, but I'd like it to be noticed that I'm not where they would expect. Why do I write this here, then? Because I doubt that any people's read it, especially of the Cornell College chapter. Heck, I could probably write about nuclear-ly cleansing half of Cornell, and people wouldn't even bother to point out the problems of using nukes on so small an area. Yet I write, in a vain attempt to squeeze any hope of humanity out of the digitized personalities we try to make our own. Do I fit in here? Am I trying to? Is college what's right for me anyway??? Should I quit? Would it really be quitting if it's what's best for me? Would that constitute moving on/upgrading? I'm highly confused, but not even bothering to look for answers. Also, this relationship isn't fitting. Should I struggle to get it to? Is it because of my current state? Is it her? Maybe it's a combination, but I still don't want to end it. Reason I don't want to end it? I don't want to hurt her...and I don't want to lose her, but mostly I don't want to hurt her.
I do believe I'm now officially insane. Hiding it? Yes, I am. I need a personal day. A PRIVATE personal day. I need me with me time. I don't want people to worry and such, but I'd like it to be noticed that I'm not where they would expect. Why do I write this here, then? Because I doubt that any people's read it, especially of the Cornell College chapter. Heck, I could probably write about nuclear-ly cleansing half of Cornell, and people wouldn't even bother to point out the problems of using nukes on so small an area. Yet I write, in a vain attempt to squeeze any hope of humanity out of the digitized personalities we try to make our own. Do I fit in here? Am I trying to? Is college what's right for me anyway??? Should I quit? Would it really be quitting if it's what's best for me? Would that constitute moving on/upgrading? I'm highly confused, but not even bothering to look for answers. Also, this relationship isn't fitting. Should I struggle to get it to? Is it because of my current state? Is it her? Maybe it's a combination, but I still don't want to end it. Reason I don't want to end it? I don't want to hurt her...and I don't want to lose her, but mostly I don't want to hurt her.