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I need prayers please. Dennis told me last night that he wants a divorce. Please do not post anything on Facebook as there are numerous people I do not want involved in this right now. I am heartbroken to say the least. We've been strained lately by the hours and demands of his job but I guess I didn't want to admit how strained we were. According to him, he wants to come home from work after having his ass handed to him at work and sit in the chair in peace and and relax. Apparently he can't get that when he comes home because well, you can't get that when you live in a tiny house with a wife, dog and 7 year old. I think he's depressed, stressed out and withdrawing from everything and everyone but work because of it. He says there's no reason to talk or work on things because it won't get better. According to him "things don't get better". He's very negative lately. I asked him about us seeing a therapist or counselor and he refuses, said it's throwing money down the drain. I'm not sure what comes next since Christmas is a week away. My good friend tells me not to file any paperwork yet, make him make the first move. She doesn't think this is really what he wants and maybe we need to spend a couple of weeks apart and see what happens. I don't know what to do. I'm a wreck. I'm freakin slammed at work today too and I really want to tell these people that I don't give a crap if they get to buy there house today or not and to go to hell. But I can't. I'm trying to stay strong today but this is the hardest blow I've ever been dealt in my life.