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[owenheartsbball]

I hate being an effing push over..
.........being the nice guy..
.........getting walked on..
.........finishing last..

I wish i could just say Fuck You when it was appropriate.

I wish i could resist the urge to keep everyone else happy.

I wish i had more motivation..
................more control..
..........could just be me..

and not worry about it.

I want my roommates back.
.........my GCC back.

maybe im just selfish.
k im done crying.