[Wednesday//Late Evening//October 31st]
*in room laying on bed, still in costume*
It's funny... There's a party for a holiday I've always wanted to celebrate and I'm up here. But I guess I'm not really friends with anyone down there and with Tori... I realized SEES is like a field of flowers, each member contributing to it's radiance but... flowers only look especially beautiful when they're together. Alone a flower is nothing more than a plant. When it dies nobody cares, nobody notices. I'm part of SEES, right? So why do I feel like... like... watakushi wa sekai ni hitotsu dake no hana desu?
And Tori... Did I really go down there just to see him? Somehow, subconsciously, I think... I did. But what'd I do? I made a fool of him and myself. If I wasn't so sure he thought nothing of it... I might feel worse right now... if that's possible. I want him to be happy. I can only hope that he's having fun down their with his friends.
It's funny... There's a party for a holiday I've always wanted to celebrate and I'm up here. But I guess I'm not really friends with anyone down there and with Tori... I realized SEES is like a field of flowers, each member contributing to it's radiance but... flowers only look especially beautiful when they're together. Alone a flower is nothing more than a plant. When it dies nobody cares, nobody notices. I'm part of SEES, right? So why do I feel like... like... watakushi wa sekai ni hitotsu dake no hana desu?
And Tori... Did I really go down there just to see him? Somehow, subconsciously, I think... I did. But what'd I do? I made a fool of him and myself. If I wasn't so sure he thought nothing of it... I might feel worse right now... if that's possible. I want him to be happy. I can only hope that he's having fun down their with his friends.