here we go again

[owen3d]

I am so lost. Whenever anything good happens in my life, you bet ur ass God is ready to say, "You didnt think it was really gonna be that good, did you?" If I had three wishes I would only use one. I hope at least one person would know what it would be. Theres one person in my like who I care about so much....maybe too much, but i didn't know caring too much could be a bad thing. I just don't want to believe something so much for it all to come crashing down like a dagger to my heart. Im mean Im a good guy aren't I. I am somewhat handsome, I think I have a decent personality. Nice guys finish last...and it seems like more and more that its true.

Maybe this time it will be different.......but how many times have I told myself that?

Lata,
Rob