The way I look at it is, if you're a person that wishes for some many things and want help, first you need to try to help yourself.
I think I have made so many of the same wishes as you have but I turned myself around. I made myself do it all because I knew I had to.
Everyone always asks me why I am "straight edge" for most of the time being because when I was 11, 12 and 13 I'll admit I had many problems.. I smoked, I got high all the time, I did Triple C, I got wasted all the time, I had tried coke.. I did E. In the end I made myself realize all the harm I was causing myself.
I turned my life around. Which is why when I learned that you smoked and drinked/whatever I wasn't happy about it because on most people now-a-days it has negative effects.
Just like you, I don't have faith, I don't really believe in god. So you have to find something to make you complete everything you want or just find something to make you happy.
I don't know if this helps at all but I tried explaining it's just difficult.
The way I look at it is, if you're a person that wishes for some many things and want help, first you need to try to help yourself.
I think I have made so many of the same wishes as you have but I turned myself around. I made myself do it all because I knew I had to.
Everyone always asks me why I am "straight edge" for most of the time being because when I was 11, 12 and 13 I'll admit I had many problems.. I smoked, I got high all the time, I did Triple C, I got wasted all the time, I had tried coke.. I did E. In the end I made myself realize all the harm I was causing myself.
I turned my life around. Which is why when I learned that you smoked and drinked/whatever I wasn't happy about it because on most people now-a-days it has negative effects.
Just like you, I don't have faith, I don't really believe in god. So you have to find something to make you complete everything you want or just find something to make you happy.
I don't know if this helps at all but I tried explaining it's just difficult.
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Amanda
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