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Nejial Neil Gaiman on my f-list, Neil Gaiman on my f-lst! Neener neener neenerrrrr. Thanks p_drake for showing me how to syndicate. Now I can have Neil goodness every time I look at my friend's page, which is nice.
Am home and feeling better for it, I think. I still feel a little odd, but this generally comes on when I don't have classes and am alone in my apartment with nothing to do but work. As much as I don't like being social, I've realized that it is really detrimental if I don't see a friend for a couple of days at a time, at least for a few hours. Went to Kelly's Thursday to watch a couple of (lame) movies with she and Nate, and it made me feel a lot better.
My dad's hair is growing back black. It amuses me and only me, but that's fine. My only hope is when he goes in for his checkup on Tuesday, they say "Yay, you're still cancer-free!" instead of "Nice hair, buddy, but say goodbye to it again." I don't really feel like going with them. It's just very mundane for me, and I hate saying that. I've been to the hospital so many times in my childhood that it just makes me feel numb, and I hate feeling that. Like I can't get away from it for days after no matter how hard I try. And the smell always sticks in my hair, even when it doesn't.
Sunday I'm going to see "Premonition" with my momma, and maybe a friend who I haven't seen since around-Christmas time. I really miss living here. There are so many people in college that it's difficult to make friends, and I miss my old ones. Hopefully my workload will increase next semester so I have something to do, but as I'm taking all English classes (oh! And a math one. And also a web class, but I'll pwn that) I have a feeling that I'll whip through everything as usual. Maybe I should have chosen a major that I'm not already reasonably good at, but I can't think of anything else I would like to do. I still have yet to choose a minor, and am thinking that perhaps I should. I don't know what I would like though. Creative writing isn't offered when I have the major I do, and I don't want to go through the trouble of switching to English Lit when I've already done quite a bit of that. Actually, I've done quite a bit of everything. I feel like my high school AP classes was more challenging than the ones here at college. I don't know why I feel that way. I don't think it's true.
I've been thinking about getting into Japanese again. I miss it, and the reasons I quit were stupid ones, but I had to, even if they were stupid. I feel like I'm losing it, and that makes me feel like I wasted five years of all that learning. Not to mention the thousand-and-a-half dollars that I spent going to Japan. I don't really like the Japanese program here, though. I might find another way to do it.
Time for a shower~
Happy Saint Patty's Day <3
Am home and feeling better for it, I think. I still feel a little odd, but this generally comes on when I don't have classes and am alone in my apartment with nothing to do but work. As much as I don't like being social, I've realized that it is really detrimental if I don't see a friend for a couple of days at a time, at least for a few hours. Went to Kelly's Thursday to watch a couple of (lame) movies with she and Nate, and it made me feel a lot better.
My dad's hair is growing back black. It amuses me and only me, but that's fine. My only hope is when he goes in for his checkup on Tuesday, they say "Yay, you're still cancer-free!" instead of "Nice hair, buddy, but say goodbye to it again." I don't really feel like going with them. It's just very mundane for me, and I hate saying that. I've been to the hospital so many times in my childhood that it just makes me feel numb, and I hate feeling that. Like I can't get away from it for days after no matter how hard I try. And the smell always sticks in my hair, even when it doesn't.
Sunday I'm going to see "Premonition" with my momma, and maybe a friend who I haven't seen since around-Christmas time. I really miss living here. There are so many people in college that it's difficult to make friends, and I miss my old ones. Hopefully my workload will increase next semester so I have something to do, but as I'm taking all English classes (oh! And a math one. And also a web class, but I'll pwn that) I have a feeling that I'll whip through everything as usual. Maybe I should have chosen a major that I'm not already reasonably good at, but I can't think of anything else I would like to do. I still have yet to choose a minor, and am thinking that perhaps I should. I don't know what I would like though. Creative writing isn't offered when I have the major I do, and I don't want to go through the trouble of switching to English Lit when I've already done quite a bit of that. Actually, I've done quite a bit of everything. I feel like my high school AP classes was more challenging than the ones here at college. I don't know why I feel that way. I don't think it's true.
I've been thinking about getting into Japanese again. I miss it, and the reasons I quit were stupid ones, but I had to, even if they were stupid. I feel like I'm losing it, and that makes me feel like I wasted five years of all that learning. Not to mention the thousand-and-a-half dollars that I spent going to Japan. I don't really like the Japanese program here, though. I might find another way to do it.
Time for a shower~
Happy Saint Patty's Day <3