I am the sister I have always wanted to be
I know I havn't updated in awhile...but there really isn't anything worth talking about...except for tonight.
Today...well school sucked donkey dick...I just felt like complete shit. Went to the Act after school....that was not upsetting to me...but just the atmosphere. I feel bad for mark. And Cassie was a great g/f today; right on Cassie *gives 3 thumbs up*
When I got home...just basically chilled. Then the doorbell rang...and it was one of the neighbor kids (Davids friend) and she said "Is David here" and I pointed up to him, for he was on the stairs. "That kid was in your back yard, the one who threw the rock at you".....I paused...and looked puzzeled, then looking up at David I asked
"some kid threw a rock at you?" embarassed he replied yes.
So I asked lauren (davids friend) if he was still back there. and she said that she didn't know, so I went out and checked...no kid. So I asked David what happened.
"this kid threw a pebble at me and hit me here (pointed to lip) so to get revenge I threw a pepple at his back lightly."
I almost exploded. I went outside and asked Lauren where this kid was. She talked to another girl and pointed up to ninth ave and said he was there, I saw a kid in a red shirt on a scooter, so I ran and got David, and dragged him up the street. The kid disapered...hmm...I wonder why....so I ventured up to his house and went up the steps. His mother and Father where in the room and I asked if a boy with a red shirt lived there, they said yes. So I said with my anger slightly boiling that I don't want another pebble thrown at my brother ever again. They said that he had been yelled at and that it won't happen again. And I also told them that David will not throw a pebble back at the boy again either. And that he was to be punished...that statement was of course bullshit.
I feel exuberated. I could dance. I finally feel as though I have done something right for my brother, and that I do serve a purpose in his life other than to bark orders or yell at him for stupid things...I felt for the first time today that I was a BIG sister and that I fufilled my purpose as one. And if any other little shit EVER trys to hurt him...I will take matters into my own hands...cause absolutely no one is to EVER lay a hand or rock on him for that mater.
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Today...well school sucked donkey dick...I just felt like complete shit. Went to the Act after school....that was not upsetting to me...but just the atmosphere. I feel bad for mark. And Cassie was a great g/f today; right on Cassie *gives 3 thumbs up*
When I got home...just basically chilled. Then the doorbell rang...and it was one of the neighbor kids (Davids friend) and she said "Is David here" and I pointed up to him, for he was on the stairs. "That kid was in your back yard, the one who threw the rock at you".....I paused...and looked puzzeled, then looking up at David I asked
"some kid threw a rock at you?" embarassed he replied yes.
So I asked lauren (davids friend) if he was still back there. and she said that she didn't know, so I went out and checked...no kid. So I asked David what happened.
"this kid threw a pebble at me and hit me here (pointed to lip) so to get revenge I threw a pepple at his back lightly."
I almost exploded. I went outside and asked Lauren where this kid was. She talked to another girl and pointed up to ninth ave and said he was there, I saw a kid in a red shirt on a scooter, so I ran and got David, and dragged him up the street. The kid disapered...hmm...I wonder why....so I ventured up to his house and went up the steps. His mother and Father where in the room and I asked if a boy with a red shirt lived there, they said yes. So I said with my anger slightly boiling that I don't want another pebble thrown at my brother ever again. They said that he had been yelled at and that it won't happen again. And I also told them that David will not throw a pebble back at the boy again either. And that he was to be punished...that statement was of course bullshit.
I feel exuberated. I could dance. I finally feel as though I have done something right for my brother, and that I do serve a purpose in his life other than to bark orders or yell at him for stupid things...I felt for the first time today that I was a BIG sister and that I fufilled my purpose as one. And if any other little shit EVER trys to hurt him...I will take matters into my own hands...cause absolutely no one is to EVER lay a hand or rock on him for that mater.
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