This is not a test.
I feel absolutely hopeless and tired. I can not find a job. I can not find a place to live. I don't really have many options. I wish that there was something I could do. I feel like a failure. I feel exhausted. I'm tired of sleeping on chouces and being in peoples way. I came pretty close to finding somewhere to live today, but then Kyle didn't really feel like it was such a good idea. I'm feel sick. I feel anxious. What am I supposed to do? What am I supposed to DO! I don't want to leave Kyle, I don't want to leave my friends. There is nothing for me back home. There is no transportation back home. I want to be here. I want to stay. I know that I made a mistake in quitting Borders. I can't turn around and undo anything but I AM TRYING very hard. I've been crying forever. I can't figure out my next move. I feel like Kyle is going to shit out on me. What do I have to do? I feel sick. I think I just keep repeating myself.
What is left when you're completely hopeless?
What is left when you're completely hopeless?