Kyle Schultz isn't even here anyways.

May 16, 2008 14:27

you can say i wasnt ever more than a friend to you.
you can say whatever pops in your head.
but if youre going to make things up you should focus on something else.
its hurts so much more than you think it does when i hear youre talking shit. the least you could do after being such an awful person to me is not talk about me.
you can say i wasnt much if you want to.
i think sometimes you were going crazy to kiss me and feel me all over. i think sometimes you really missed talking to me. i think you came over every night and stole kisses from me here and there all over the house. i think we wrapped up in eachother and fell asleep. so youre going through some kind of crisis and you dont want to tell me to my face you dont want to lay your head beside mine anymore.
i wish you would just grow up and stop hurting people.

it was cold on new years eve and i thought it meant something that we were together slipping up and down summit. i put too much into romantic thoughts of you.

I finally feel like I have some hope of going on. It's like waking up from a long dream. It's so hard and awkward realizing Kyle isnt so good for me. It's like I was trapped as some other girl. Im so much more than that girl who was "involved" with Kyle. Oh, I hope everything just goes to some order of normal soon. I hate that we can't just coexsist. I mean I don't even want to talk to him right now you know what I mean?
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