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I am so tired and yesterday my brain was a train wreak. I kept doing silly things, being forgetful and putting things in the wrong place. Eventually I asked dean if I was only this bad since I've uped my medication but he laughed hesitantly and said I've been like this for a lot longer. Apparently since Allyra's birth I've been forgetful beyond belief but he thinks its because I have so much more on my plate. He still loves me so its cool.
I was out today with Mum for a girls day. I've been down lately I guess due to stress and she thought she'd give me some time out and we'd go out for the day. It was really good because I think I would have gone crazy if I didn't have someone to openly talk too. The down side is though I was supposed to go my Aunties for tea tonight for my uncles birthday and it completely slipped my mind until about 20 minutes ago (told you my mind is up to shit). I feel like an asshole but it is to late to call them now.
Mum and I went to Werribee Plaza today. I've been wanting to get Allyra a porcelian doll for chirstmas but I had no idea where to look. I used to have some when I was younger but they are all gone now. I was remembering how much I loved them and how proud I was to have them and thought maybe thats a good idea for Allyra. The kids already have so many toys and I thought if I just get a few things bit by bit it maybe easier to afford chissy presents this year. Anyway I was excited to see that there was four shops in the plaza that sold the Porcelain dolls in them. Mum seen one that hangs on a swing and so she bought it for her. She has to wait til christmas but I'm just excited that she is going to have one. I thought it might be a good idea to get Casey and Aleisha (Deakyn's cousins) one each for chirstmas since they would be at the perfect age to enjoy them. So that's the girls out of the way only Liam, Jack and Deakyn to go. I thought getting a bike would be great for Deakyn so I'll keep an eye out from now on. Buggered if i know what I'm going to get the boys.
Well I've crapped on about nothing for ages so I'll go. Nite nite everyone
I was out today with Mum for a girls day. I've been down lately I guess due to stress and she thought she'd give me some time out and we'd go out for the day. It was really good because I think I would have gone crazy if I didn't have someone to openly talk too. The down side is though I was supposed to go my Aunties for tea tonight for my uncles birthday and it completely slipped my mind until about 20 minutes ago (told you my mind is up to shit). I feel like an asshole but it is to late to call them now.
Mum and I went to Werribee Plaza today. I've been wanting to get Allyra a porcelian doll for chirstmas but I had no idea where to look. I used to have some when I was younger but they are all gone now. I was remembering how much I loved them and how proud I was to have them and thought maybe thats a good idea for Allyra. The kids already have so many toys and I thought if I just get a few things bit by bit it maybe easier to afford chissy presents this year. Anyway I was excited to see that there was four shops in the plaza that sold the Porcelain dolls in them. Mum seen one that hangs on a swing and so she bought it for her. She has to wait til christmas but I'm just excited that she is going to have one. I thought it might be a good idea to get Casey and Aleisha (Deakyn's cousins) one each for chirstmas since they would be at the perfect age to enjoy them. So that's the girls out of the way only Liam, Jack and Deakyn to go. I thought getting a bike would be great for Deakyn so I'll keep an eye out from now on. Buggered if i know what I'm going to get the boys.
Well I've crapped on about nothing for ages so I'll go. Nite nite everyone