among wolves and lilacs
hm yeah. been one of those days where everything makes me a very very angry little girl. and it doesn't help that i haven't gotten my way recently. because i'm selfish and childish like that, get over it. and.. i need to stop taking my anger out on people, because they don't seem to like that. ahaha. i discovered today that i'm a real jealous person. hm. never knew that. and, this girl.. yeahh she really needs to go away. it's not working with me. i want to protect you, in a way. i don't even like using that word but i guess that's the only way to put it. it's kind of funny; i mean, why can't i have been this protective years ago, when it seems you actually needed it? oh