Another brick fallen, shattering my thoughts...

Mar 12, 2004 14:38

Oh wow... Today just filled life with more confusion.

Let's start off with this, saying, first off, I have to work from 6-10 today, so... I will be down until I get out.

Ok, foot in mouth time... I think. Not sure exactly what that means, but it sounds good for how I am feeling... Kinda like taking a nice big hunk out of someone's foot... Gross. Anyway, I went to school (that's original), and got there 45 minutes early yet again, just like every day. I sat in my car for 15 minutes this time! I went in after listening to "Divine", "Faget", "Predictible", and "Helmet in the Bush" (KoRn, from their self titled CD). I went and dropped my shit off at my class, and walked around. I talked with friends, and for some strange reason, I felt compelled to take out my Meijer name tags... Of course, my friends had to wear it... Heather wore it for 5 minutes, then gave it to Melissa Corace. They decided to skip school, so they left, and told me they would be back at lunch to give me the tag back, that I need to actually work, by the way. I had a feeling they wouldn't come, and of course, they didn't. First and second hour was easy, we did nothing in first hour and did something with the Salem Witchtrials, and The Crucible... Then I went to Pankow and worked on some stupid shit. Then I went to lunch... And... I think I am starting to once again like someone... Sorry to say... (She told a couple of friends that she thought I was hot, so... Maybe there could be something, but I doubt it, 'cause my heart wouldn't be there completely, I think... Think Melissa Defauw) Anyway, she stood right by me and all, and I caught her looking over at me some times (she had just broken up with her long time boyfriend, too). Anyway... I just stood there talking to my friend Mike and... Someone else, I don't remember who. Oh well.

Anyway, afterwards, we had a substitute in fifth hour. Some dumb outline... Sixth hour we learned more about the American Revolution... What we learned back in Freshman year! God dammit.

Melissa Corace said she would be there after school, so I waited for 10 minutes and she didn't show, so I left. I am extremely pissed at this point... Anyway, I called her and asked what the fuck was wrong with her (she said she would be at lunch with the tag I need to not get fired, and she didn't show, so yeah, I am extremely pissed). She said something about how I was supposed to be there after school. Whatever. She should have been at lunch, anyway.

So, anyway, that was my day so far, after coming home and eating a Pop-Tart. Fun stuff, my favorite; Strawberry Yogurt. Anyway... I'm outta here... Gotta go get ready for work. Bye all.

(P.S: Melissa, no worries... My heart is still with you, and I honestly don't think anything will happen. I love you, and I merely have a small crush on this girl, so what conquers all? You know. Just don't worry, ok?)

Quote of the day: "You know you're demented when; you can watch a movie with a psycho killer and honestly say, 'hey, I can relate to that guy!'" I am such a sad and scary person...
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