OOC: How's My Driving?

[overthedratini]

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[overthedratini]

In regards to all of this-- Really, I'll be frank. At this point, this was all towards the end of Johan's life cycle, and to be quite honest, it was really tiresome and even painful to play him when every other time I logged in there was something on this post - not like this comment, but something like "you're dragging them down" or whatever other crap the people had decided to post.

... And, yeah, I was trying to expand Johan as a character, and I really do think I did. I agree that maybe the focus went away from dueling, but that did get touched on way, way back, early on, BECAUSE of how important it was - it was something that desperately needed to be touched on or he just wouldn't be able to function. Heck, it was part of how he became so close to Kay in the first place. Not only that, it wasn't as if he was ignoring it completely: this world was like his pseudo-ideal world, where everyone could see spirits. Maybe his weren't here, yes, but it's still a happy place for him. Why should he be down in the dumps constantly?

Anyway, I've talked to a lot of people about it, and a lot of them really don't see the issue that gets brought up over and over . It's natural for characters to want to talk more with ones they're closer to and, what's more, Johan was living with these characters. Every day, he was traveling with them, sleeping with them, there were probably times when he even had to bathe with them, etc.

I do agree with a lot of this, but not for the reasons you've said. I don't think he was being tunnel-visioned at all. Sure, I wasn't tagging every single post, but that's a statement to my activity and the strength of his muse at that point, if anything else, not Johan's ICness. In fact, the vast majority of the problems that seem to come up time and time again seem to all come back to how I wasn't active enough, if anything. There were times when I WAS tagging around a lot, getting to know people all over, and I think if you looked way back, even you could find it. And really? All characters get around and they make friends in RP.

If I was having Johan jump around and do all of this, but with Judai, instead of grow and try to have other friends, and yes, other close friends, even closer friends, I get the distinct feeling no one would have given a damn. And that's really ridiculous, I think.

... In the end, however, I'm here now playing Johan for Route's fourth wall, and aside from future ones, this is probably the last time I'll be playing him. I really, really hope that's enough for all of you. This is the last time I'll be talking about it, so if anyone has anything to say, reply here.