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[overthecounter]

i just can't believe that he held me
i can't believe that he talked to me for three hours
that i created, reclaimed
i am in love
it is irrational and scummy
stink, stank, stunk
what's left between us is a big gaping fault in logic
we are both taken
the asshole had no right
and i had no left
and everything is in pieces now and he thinks it's stupid
he doesn't even know
i was sweeping when i found out
wanted to puke
wanted to cry
hate this about me, hate myself
locked in my own self deception
i'm starting to show.