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It's really fucking hard to be back to reality. It blows, like you wouldn't fucking believe.
Now all I can do is sit here and think about the jackass. This isn't how I want to be. I liked being numb to everything. I liked my heart not breaking into a million pieces everytime I saw him. I felt as if nothing could bother me. And I want that feeling back, it isn't fair. It made me happy.
DAMNIT.
I am grounded for a month. The only thing I can't do is go places. Which means my mom wants to make this even harder on me. Gee. Thanks.
And I am out of school until the 27th. That is if I can go back. Lame.
Also, I really don't fucking care if this changes anyones opinion of me. Kthanks.
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Now all I can do is sit here and think about the jackass. This isn't how I want to be. I liked being numb to everything. I liked my heart not breaking into a million pieces everytime I saw him. I felt as if nothing could bother me. And I want that feeling back, it isn't fair. It made me happy.
DAMNIT.
I am grounded for a month. The only thing I can't do is go places. Which means my mom wants to make this even harder on me. Gee. Thanks.
And I am out of school until the 27th. That is if I can go back. Lame.
Also, I really don't fucking care if this changes anyones opinion of me. Kthanks.
<33