i'm still here
Well, I haven't updated in over two months. I guess, I could say that I have been busy spending time with Danny. We are in that stage of the relationship where we want to spend every minute with each other.
My brother came home from rehab last month. At first I thought things were immediately going to go back to normal, but that illusion disappeared soon after he was home for a few days. He didn't spend much time here, he was always with his new found friends. Which I am sure they weren't the greatest influences on him. Heh. There isn't much I can do about that. Then Monday when I came home mom said that he wanted to go back to West Virginia. I was crushed. She told me I should go talk to him since I was leaving soon to go to Danny's. I couldn't go and let him know how much I was upset. I've never been good at expressing how I feel. So I went to my room and got ready. He finally came upstairs to talk to me. I must admit I was a bit mad at first, but then I realized he is a grown man, although he doesn't always act like it. I can't expect him to stay at home forever. We said our goodbyes and then I left. I stayed stable until the next morning, I went downstairs and mom had all his things packed up in the kitchen. I had an immediate breakdown. I miss him like crazy. We had become so close when he moved down here, and I just lost my best friend. Well, I guess I lost him before this, to drugs. But I thought that things would slowly go back to the way they were. My mother thinks he'll be back in like a month, but I am not even going to get my hopes up about this.
I had a really amazing Valentine's Day. The best, I would like to add. I got roses at school. They are extremely beautiful. I went to Danny's after school and we exchanged gifts. We went and got some food and rented a couple of movies and went back to his house and watched them. A very simple fuss free day, but it was absolutely wonderful. I couldn't have asked for a better day.
I guess I don't have much more to say.
-Whitney
My brother came home from rehab last month. At first I thought things were immediately going to go back to normal, but that illusion disappeared soon after he was home for a few days. He didn't spend much time here, he was always with his new found friends. Which I am sure they weren't the greatest influences on him. Heh. There isn't much I can do about that. Then Monday when I came home mom said that he wanted to go back to West Virginia. I was crushed. She told me I should go talk to him since I was leaving soon to go to Danny's. I couldn't go and let him know how much I was upset. I've never been good at expressing how I feel. So I went to my room and got ready. He finally came upstairs to talk to me. I must admit I was a bit mad at first, but then I realized he is a grown man, although he doesn't always act like it. I can't expect him to stay at home forever. We said our goodbyes and then I left. I stayed stable until the next morning, I went downstairs and mom had all his things packed up in the kitchen. I had an immediate breakdown. I miss him like crazy. We had become so close when he moved down here, and I just lost my best friend. Well, I guess I lost him before this, to drugs. But I thought that things would slowly go back to the way they were. My mother thinks he'll be back in like a month, but I am not even going to get my hopes up about this.
I had a really amazing Valentine's Day. The best, I would like to add. I got roses at school. They are extremely beautiful. I went to Danny's after school and we exchanged gifts. We went and got some food and rented a couple of movies and went back to his house and watched them. A very simple fuss free day, but it was absolutely wonderful. I couldn't have asked for a better day.
I guess I don't have much more to say.
-Whitney