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So today was supposed to be amazing<3
but it was everything but that.
I'm starting to go to bed at 5am every night now
& I need to stop screwing up my sleep schedule.
I guess the vicious cycle has begun.
What am i doing to myself?
& what's he doing to me?
Sometimes it hurts not knowing where this is all taking me
& if i'm going to get hurt.
I just don't know what to do anymore.
In other news, I'm going to try to have a party this week for spring break.
Tell me if you want to come or what day is best for you. I'll try to accomodate as much as I can.
but it was everything but that.
I'm starting to go to bed at 5am every night now
& I need to stop screwing up my sleep schedule.
I guess the vicious cycle has begun.
What am i doing to myself?
& what's he doing to me?
Sometimes it hurts not knowing where this is all taking me
& if i'm going to get hurt.
I just don't know what to do anymore.
In other news, I'm going to try to have a party this week for spring break.
Tell me if you want to come or what day is best for you. I'll try to accomodate as much as I can.