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she's thinking of a picture adn the preson held inside, its someone shes never met before but in her mind they still reside. the person is becoming a false like creature in her heart where they both can trust in each other and for one night not have to part. on her own they are the closest frineds, with a bond no one can break and she keeps her secret close at hand, the truth she cant even take. but as long as its not open, she can dream herself to sleep. waiting till a day she can feel free to finaly take that leap. she wants someone to talk to, someone to hold her hand, that she can know that truthfuly they dnt hold back and understand. but at teh same time she feels selfish because she knows that her frieds do care, but she can never talk to them, she knows thay have to be so unaware. so shes clutching to a memory that was never truely true its the closest thing she has to this forbiden thing she can not pursue. shes thinking of a picture, and the girl thats held inside, she doesn't realy know her, but in her dreams she still resides.