what do you think this is, a fucking free-for-all of facts
eva and i celebrated her birthday this weekend. friday night, we saw the bourne ultimatum. no spoilers, just adoration. for restaurant week, we ate at thrive last night. very pretty restaurant, most delicious meal. then we saw mo'nique at the uptown comedy corner. i like mo'nique and she's definately entertaining, but i don't necessarily think she's funny. we had fun. it's weird to be getting old with your best friend. this year is our 14th anniversary.
today, susan and i caught superbad. sweet christ, i love michael cera. he's second tier right now. he's so droll and adorable. seth rogan is third tier. i almost choked on my gum from laughing.
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i'm having a good weekend, but i feel distracted and sad. i want kathleen back. i need to figure out how to salvage our friendship. i can apologize and i am sorry we ended up fighting and subsequentially not speaking, but i only feel like i'd be apologizing for getting mad. which is stupid. plus, i'm not doing being mad yet. she made me feel like shit, and i was telling my therapist that i don't fight with friends, and i have issues with trusting that it won't happen again.
i changed my mind. after re-reading all the emails she sent, i don't think i need to salvage any of this friendship. i need to pay her back some money, but i don't know when i'll be able to do that. i'm not complete devoid of fault here, but i don't think i can ever trust her again, so i don't see the point.
i'm still going to start more posts with "i was telling my therapist..." probably after i tell my therapist about this next session.
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in other news, me and susan are now watching wizard people. it's still the funniest thing ever.
today, susan and i caught superbad. sweet christ, i love michael cera. he's second tier right now. he's so droll and adorable. seth rogan is third tier. i almost choked on my gum from laughing.
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i'm having a good weekend, but i feel distracted and sad. i want kathleen back. i need to figure out how to salvage our friendship. i can apologize and i am sorry we ended up fighting and subsequentially not speaking, but i only feel like i'd be apologizing for getting mad. which is stupid. plus, i'm not doing being mad yet. she made me feel like shit, and i was telling my therapist that i don't fight with friends, and i have issues with trusting that it won't happen again.
i changed my mind. after re-reading all the emails she sent, i don't think i need to salvage any of this friendship. i need to pay her back some money, but i don't know when i'll be able to do that. i'm not complete devoid of fault here, but i don't think i can ever trust her again, so i don't see the point.
i'm still going to start more posts with "i was telling my therapist..." probably after i tell my therapist about this next session.
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in other news, me and susan are now watching wizard people. it's still the funniest thing ever.