starting crying and i couldn't stop myself
finally got it together enough to grab tickets to new jersey for my brother and i to attend my grandmother's retirement brouhaha. two weeks from tomorrow, we fly into laguardia (it was cheaper). my brother has never been to new york, so i'm glad to have the chance to show him it. i hope he loves it like i do.
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i have therapy tomorrow, and i think i need to start talking about my issues and fears surrounding dating, sex, and relationships. but that is a pit of voles into which i am flat out terrified to enter. i was supposed to talk to my mother about not calling me to vent after 8 pm on weeknights, because it stresses me out and makes me sleep badly.
i need to start a job search, but it's been three years since college and i know even less now about what i want to be doing. today was a bad day, emotionally. i feel so sad.
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i have a couch in my room! thanks, shitinabox! i have more moneys for you on friday.
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i have therapy tomorrow, and i think i need to start talking about my issues and fears surrounding dating, sex, and relationships. but that is a pit of voles into which i am flat out terrified to enter. i was supposed to talk to my mother about not calling me to vent after 8 pm on weeknights, because it stresses me out and makes me sleep badly.
i need to start a job search, but it's been three years since college and i know even less now about what i want to be doing. today was a bad day, emotionally. i feel so sad.
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i have a couch in my room! thanks, shitinabox! i have more moneys for you on friday.