note to self,
buy this coat when you can spare the cash, seriously, that is the cutest coat.
as for february, we're off to a shaky start, but really, it can only be better than january cause any worse and i would just literally die. i saw a dead cat on my way home from therapy this afternoon; it was frozen and muddy - just terrible. i hope that's the worst thing i have to deal with this month.
the killers are ON NOTICE for putting their spring tour tickets on sale this saturday. i have the least amount of disposable income that i've ever had in my life. and they're playing the fabulous fox theatre, and i neeeeed to go. i neeeed it so much. like ryan ross needs eyeshadow and lipgloss. oh, man.
i'm excited about all the good fic i've been reading, lately. i'm going to do a post this weekend. a big LOOK AT HOW SHINY AND GAY MY NEW FANDOM IS POST. with links and mp4s. so, you know, be on the look out for that.
work (both jobs) are sapping my will to live. b&n has been fucking with my schedule (which, hello, that is $250 a month that i need!) and i only managed to work two sundays last month. the clinic is just, ugh, i can't even go into it. mostly, i have some tentative goals. kathleen helped me to finally realize that the only thing i love enough to want to have it be my job is food. i don't know what capacity i want to work in, but if it has something to do with food or eating, then it can only be good. my therapist guided me toward putting together a list of characteristics from past jobs that i liked, and that i would want to have in future jobs. she also recommended me to this drug trial program at emory university. i need to call them back tomorrow to set up an appointment - i think i'll be going on anti-depressants or anti-anxiety meds or something.
roommating is going well, but i'm pretty certain my cat likes jesse more than he likes me. & speaking of jesse, susan, kathleen and i had dinner at ted's montana grill on the square. the most delicious salmon i have ever had. i think it was grilled on a plank of cedar or something. if i could get a job eating that salmon every day for the rest of my life, i'd be happy with that. and it was all free. yay!
in conclusion, here are some pictures of things that i can't even really believe exist in the world. they are too awesome to be real.
seriously, ryan ross? ryan ross!!
these things to all come live in my apartment.
honestly, though. ryan ross what i am going to do with you?