Dec 28, 2008 03:17
i don't like that i don't know what to do with myself when i have free time. i'd like to think that i'm smart enough to use my time well without people telling me to. youth is no excuse for that, i know, but these weeks of stressless inactivity just lead to me drinking a lot and oversleeping and feeling like i'm wasting what i don't know i have.
i've got so many acquaintances, too. high school friends have forgotten about me, which is logical - if not expected.
honestly, i'm doing just fine.
and whatever the blood test's results are tomorrow, i'll still be just fine.