endless thoughts of nothing... and everything
here i sit... alone with my thoughts... i guess in this world, we never know what is right or wrong until we live out the answer... but... its hard to do when nothing feels right... everything feels all wrong... no matter how much you try and try... does it go unseen?? or is it seen and just passed on by??? its a tough feeling... and its so hard to tell. i wish for a day i could get in the minds of other people... truly see the world the way that they see it... so we would know once and for all how others view things.. becuase in this world, so often... we are left feeling lost... we don't understand... we dont understand other peoples thoughts... and other peoples feelings.. and other peoples actions... we try and put ourselves in their shoes... try to figure out what they could be feeling or thinking... or why they are choosing this way or that way... but.. can we really know??? can we really understand?? especially when it is so far from the way we would handle things. i long to understand... i wanna get it... i just wanna love and be loved... to the fullest... and just be happy.. and i want everyone else to be happy.. and i know that nothing in this world is without struggle.. the struggle helps us find who we truly are.. i know this... but... if we could just try and focus on the good things in this life... instead of the bad things... the things we DO have.. instead of the things we DONT have.. the things we are thankful for, instead of the things we doubt and question... what a happier, more cheerful world this would be... we are always too focused on the uncertainty and the hardships we face... too focused on the things we lack in this life... that we dont ever value what we have when we have it... we need to value the things that we have... we need to see the love that is given to us everyday.. and appreciate it.. before its not here anymore... why do people let this happen?? how do they get so caught up in life and the world?? its hard to say.... i dunno... i guess thats about it for now.. i guess...