Dec 06, 2005 06:52
So i am desperatly looking for my headphones (iPod) because i need it for the lap top so i can listen to my tunes on the computer without waking up Kels. I can't find them and i think Kevin has them hiding.
I am super tired, pretty much finished my research paper (which is due today) and now am just procrastinating on finishing the paper.
So yesterday was so funny because I IMed John John and his friend Blake was online. So i started talking and i was messing with him hardcore. I told him i was coming to Ranger to party and he asked what i looked like so i sent him a picture and he was like, very cute. And then i told him off and said i'm more than very cute, im hot. I had a few provanities shoved in that last statement. He said, "With a mouth like that, we'll call you hot". then i said, yea im hot. He said, "No, you're a baaad Bitch. i have (1) never been called a bad bitch and (2) never saw bad written that way and it was so funny. So Blake was just hillarious and i was like, "So sexy, what kind of speech are you writing?" and just laughed and said its for something or other, and said hold on. I was disturbing him and felt bad...NOT!
So i have decided that i am going to turn cold hearted and i am not going to care what others think. The sad thing is that i do care what others think and i know me and i know the truth about everything that has happened to me, so don't try telling me otherwise. Just like Kerrie, people are spreading major rumors about her dating black men and her grades are slipping and shes partying hardcore. Yes, the last statement is no doubt true, but the others are like way out of no where. Its rediculous and i feel for my party-animal friend. I just don't care anymore. I was "talking" (if u can call it even that) to this guy and now we aren't and i am worrying if he's telling my friend Ashley things about me. He was talking shit about me to her but just that he thought i was weird (lol, isn't that the truth) and he doesn't like me. And so thats the deal, why do i care? I shouldn't care what he thinks, obviously he thinks badly about me and not saying he is, but if wants to talk them let him. While reading this, you are probably thinking, OMG THIS GIRL IS A FRICKIN NUT CASE, but the fact is....well its true, i am. O well, someone has got to be a loser, lol. I guess ill take that position. So n e ways...I have Human Relations today and we have to Rehearse our projects and Im pumped. Its gonna be fun, even though our group will probably get nothing done because we talk too much, due to me and my big mouth. I just really enjoy chatting it up. One time, me and my friend Teddy were chatting about our majors (because we have the same major) and he was telling me what the best schools were for Physical Therapy and he was telling me Wayne, but Grand Valley is the best. He was explaining how beautiful Grand Valley was and its a great school and what not and one of the members of our "small group" said, "Ya know, instead of talking about Grand Valley, why don't you work on the project...the world does not revolve around Grand Valley. It was so funny, she was so pissed but now things are just back to normal. And Mamadou is in my small group and he is driving me nuts, he always stares at me and i think he wants me, well really who doesn't? :) And so these are my issues in Human Relations. So ok, its a long enough journal... Have a good one!