yeah. i know, another one.
ok, so i'm in the apartment, and junk. i got to see some friends from bg tonight, and that was really really exciting. and stuff.
i'm really excited about that. and glad that i got to see them. saying goodbye was definately the hardest part, but i didn't cry or nuthin.
i wish i could come home, though. everyone at home is so much nicer, and they're was more respectful of others and stuff.
i still hate new york. and i still have no friends here. and i'm still lonely, but i've come to the conclusion. if i just don't trust
anyone, and i just don't open upto anyone, and i have a nice attitude to everyone, but still don't talk to anyone, that i'll be way better
off. i'm just not going to try to make friends anymore, they wanna tlak to me, w/e, i'm up for it, possibly. the other girls are going to
six flags...i wasn't invited, but i don't care, i hafto work anyways. they're going out and clubbing and junk, and having a great time,
but the way i see it is, if i rest and junk. then that just makes it all the more quicker to going home, and heaven knows i WANT to come
home. i hate new york, just the people here, and the feeling you get, i'm constantly angry or lonely here, and it sucks, plus, everything
is so nasty here. like, ew, nasty.
i have a shoot tomorrow, so i need rest, i just thought that i'd update or w/e.
my friends, and junk, they can call, i'm up for talking.
i'm really excited about that. and glad that i got to see them. saying goodbye was definately the hardest part, but i didn't cry or nuthin.
i wish i could come home, though. everyone at home is so much nicer, and they're was more respectful of others and stuff.
i still hate new york. and i still have no friends here. and i'm still lonely, but i've come to the conclusion. if i just don't trust
anyone, and i just don't open upto anyone, and i have a nice attitude to everyone, but still don't talk to anyone, that i'll be way better
off. i'm just not going to try to make friends anymore, they wanna tlak to me, w/e, i'm up for it, possibly. the other girls are going to
six flags...i wasn't invited, but i don't care, i hafto work anyways. they're going out and clubbing and junk, and having a great time,
but the way i see it is, if i rest and junk. then that just makes it all the more quicker to going home, and heaven knows i WANT to come
home. i hate new york, just the people here, and the feeling you get, i'm constantly angry or lonely here, and it sucks, plus, everything
is so nasty here. like, ew, nasty.
i have a shoot tomorrow, so i need rest, i just thought that i'd update or w/e.
my friends, and junk, they can call, i'm up for talking.