1. [UPDATE] [11-05-10]overcomplexNovember 6 2010, 02:30:27 UTC
• • • • • LEVEL FIVE
"He got mad at me a little while ago, and when I asked him if he was still mad, he said that he doesn't know how to handle me. I'm still not really sure what he means -- I know that I'm not easy to read... but that's... just a habit now. And I've never been really good at that stuff before because... of stuff that happened.
He also keeps messing around with Envy. I don't think that's good. But I won't say anything, because I don't really want to become involved in that. Envy seemed really bothered by it. These two...
Anyway, I showed him the "bond" about a month ago, too. I'm still trying to figure out if that was a good idea or not. I'm still not sure. But I think that he liked seeing it. It was a really big step though -- I don't think I should tell him anything else. I don't want him to know all of my secrets and scars. He's not my shrink, or someone I can really trust. ...It's probably better if I lay off.
Getting too attached is a bad idea. I know it is. I told Luke -- (note: No Longer On Board) -- that I wouldn't get attached to him, and that I'd be able to walk away. I think I still can, if I need to. But it's harder now. A lot harder. And he said I was someone "important". It's like he knows just what to say, sometimes.
I said that I would stick around for now. I'll keep my word. "
☏ x 4 ❥ x 0 ℳ x 3 ℙ x 2 ⚖ x 0 ☼ x 4 ⨂ x 6 ヅ x 4 ✘ x 3 ☆ x 2 რ x 3 ♔ x 3 ☊ x 1
SYNOPSIS • Confusion; "What am I to you?" • Cut back; "I need to be able to walk away" • Decision; stick around for a bit
2. [UPDATE] [1-11-11]overcomplexJanuary 11 2011, 21:39:14 UTC
• • • • • • LEVEL SIX
"I think he's trying. For my birthday, he showed me his memories. Well, some of them. Like his life back in his home and his "wise bird" -- and what happened. It was like watching a movie, and it was a little weird, but... I liked seeing something so personal. I didn't expect it, either. But... after that day, he showed up -- that man. Genkaku seemed pretty bothered by it. I gave him my 'Super Ticket' too and he seemed happy. I think that guy showing up kind of drowned out that happiness, though. I don't know what's going on with that. I don't know what he's doing -- but it's probably something stupid.
I want to show him some of my memories, too, one day. But I don't know how to bring that up, or if he'd want to see them. Still.... I think I trust him a little more, now. "
☏ x 4 ❥ x 0 ℳ x 3 ℙ x 2 ⚖ x 1 ☼ x 4 ⨂ x 4 ヅ x 4 ✘ x 2 ☆ x 4 რ x 3 ♔ x 4 ☊ x 3
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"He got mad at me a little while ago, and when I asked him if he was still mad, he said that he doesn't know how to handle me. I'm still not really sure what he means -- I know that I'm not easy to read... but that's... just a habit now. And I've never been really good at that stuff before because... of stuff that happened.
He also keeps messing around with Envy. I don't think that's good. But I won't say anything, because I don't really want to become involved in that. Envy seemed really bothered by it. These two...
Anyway, I showed him the "bond" about a month ago, too. I'm still trying to figure out if that was a good idea or not. I'm still not sure. But I think that he liked seeing it. It was a really big step though -- I don't think I should tell him anything else. I don't want him to know all of my secrets and scars. He's not my shrink, or someone I can really trust. ...It's probably better if I lay off.
Getting too attached is a bad idea. I know it is. I told Luke -- (note: No Longer On Board) -- that I wouldn't get attached to him, and that I'd be able to walk away. I think I still can, if I need to. But it's harder now. A lot harder. And he said I was someone "important". It's like he knows just what to say, sometimes.
I said that I would stick around for now. I'll keep my word. "
☏ x 4
❥ x 0
ℳ x 3
ℙ x 2
⚖ x 0
☼ x 4
⨂ x 6
ヅ x 4
✘ x 3
☆ x 2
რ x 3
♔ x 3
☊ x 1
SYNOPSIS
• Confusion; "What am I to you?"
• Cut back; "I need to be able to walk away"
• Decision; stick around for a bit
11-05-10
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"I think he's trying. For my birthday, he showed me his memories. Well, some of them. Like his life back in his home and his "wise bird" -- and what happened. It was like watching a movie, and it was a little weird, but... I liked seeing something so personal. I didn't expect it, either. But... after that day, he showed up -- that man. Genkaku seemed pretty bothered by it. I gave him my 'Super Ticket' too and he seemed happy. I think that guy showing up kind of drowned out that happiness, though. I don't know what's going on with that. I don't know what he's doing -- but it's probably something stupid.
I want to show him some of my memories, too, one day. But I don't know how to bring that up, or if he'd want to see them. Still.... I think I trust him a little more, now. "
☏ x 4
❥ x 0
ℳ x 3
ℙ x 2
⚖ x 1
☼ x 4
⨂ x 4
ヅ x 4
✘ x 2
☆ x 4
რ x 3
♔ x 4
☊ x 3
SYNOPSIS
• "trust"
• "he's trying"
• "worries"
"1-11-11"
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