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i know nobody ever writes in this shit no more or evn reads it but hey. its for me not you
I am feeling very indesicive. confused. sometimes i think its best when we just dont talk cuz everytime we do i get those buterflys in my stomach again then when the phone gets hung up i just feel sick in the pit of my stomach. I fucking miss you so much and hate it so much. I know its over. but for some reason i cant manage the hought of leting go.
whatev.
repress it
pretend like I never loved you
thats not that hard
psh
I am feeling very indesicive. confused. sometimes i think its best when we just dont talk cuz everytime we do i get those buterflys in my stomach again then when the phone gets hung up i just feel sick in the pit of my stomach. I fucking miss you so much and hate it so much. I know its over. but for some reason i cant manage the hought of leting go.
whatev.
repress it
pretend like I never loved you
thats not that hard
psh