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*sighs*
i need to be wanted, and i'm not. it's heart-wrenching. well, not really.. it's just annoying i guess. not even annoying.. i just.. ugh. i don't even know how to explain it. i guess i was just good enough. and i guess i wish my self-esteem wouldn't have hit an ultimate low.
i don't want to face the world for a while. and i just want to go back to the times when i was happy and excited... i wish i wasn't naive.. i wish i would have seen things for what they really were. i wish that good things would last a long time.
i wish i would stop basking in my own fucking misery.
<3 candice.
i need to be wanted, and i'm not. it's heart-wrenching. well, not really.. it's just annoying i guess. not even annoying.. i just.. ugh. i don't even know how to explain it. i guess i was just good enough. and i guess i wish my self-esteem wouldn't have hit an ultimate low.
i don't want to face the world for a while. and i just want to go back to the times when i was happy and excited... i wish i wasn't naive.. i wish i would have seen things for what they really were. i wish that good things would last a long time.
i wish i would stop basking in my own fucking misery.
<3 candice.