candouche and her jealously
well, today i realized, that i hate a lot of people, and it's because of weaknesses within myself that i can only sustain when i'm with the people that are the catalysts in my jealous rage problems. i really hate that people are using qualities about myself to try and attract friends that i used to have. it drives me crazy. it's petty and weak, but it's who i am so get used to it. i'm not who i used to be, and i never will be again. i'm an asshole and a douche, not because i choose to be. i'm sick of being told to 'listen to my heart'. it's telling me nothing because i'm a heartless wench.
"you've broken better hearts than mine and you probably will again'
i hate how teachers take the little bit of authority that they have over us and try to stretch it to it's absolute limits. like fuck, you get the respect that you fucking give idiots. and i'm pretty sure that calling people who are twice the fucking person that you are, idiots, will not gain you any respect from me at all. it's like this whole new generation of asshole teachers who think that they know the system so well when they've been teaching for like 5 years. GUESS WHAT DICKHOLE, YOU DON'T FUCKING GET IT, FIND A NEW FUCKING CAREER, BECAUSE YOU SUCK AT YOURS!. like honestly, there's no teachers that are actually in it for the teaching, it's just an easy way to coast through life, where you can abuse students, get summers off, and have an awesome retirement package in the end.
i guess one could say, that sometimes dead is better, but i believe that life only hands you what it thinks that you can deal with. regardless of how shitty of a job i'm doing with dealing with everything, its not like i'm going to croak and die because of heartache and jealously. they go hand and hand. there's more than one person out there for everyone, there has to be.. look at all the people in the world, everyone's gotta be compatible with someone. right? haha.. oh god.
well, i'm hopefully getting my tattoo soon, which does nothing but brighten the road ahead. :) peace love and unity motherfucker.
"collision could kill but that's just what i need for you to see i would die, for you i would bleed"
"it's too late for that she said, you had your chance and you stole it away'
"this isn't about you anymore" ... who am i kidding.
-candouche.
"you've broken better hearts than mine and you probably will again'
i hate how teachers take the little bit of authority that they have over us and try to stretch it to it's absolute limits. like fuck, you get the respect that you fucking give idiots. and i'm pretty sure that calling people who are twice the fucking person that you are, idiots, will not gain you any respect from me at all. it's like this whole new generation of asshole teachers who think that they know the system so well when they've been teaching for like 5 years. GUESS WHAT DICKHOLE, YOU DON'T FUCKING GET IT, FIND A NEW FUCKING CAREER, BECAUSE YOU SUCK AT YOURS!. like honestly, there's no teachers that are actually in it for the teaching, it's just an easy way to coast through life, where you can abuse students, get summers off, and have an awesome retirement package in the end.
i guess one could say, that sometimes dead is better, but i believe that life only hands you what it thinks that you can deal with. regardless of how shitty of a job i'm doing with dealing with everything, its not like i'm going to croak and die because of heartache and jealously. they go hand and hand. there's more than one person out there for everyone, there has to be.. look at all the people in the world, everyone's gotta be compatible with someone. right? haha.. oh god.
well, i'm hopefully getting my tattoo soon, which does nothing but brighten the road ahead. :) peace love and unity motherfucker.
"collision could kill but that's just what i need for you to see i would die, for you i would bleed"
"it's too late for that she said, you had your chance and you stole it away'
"this isn't about you anymore" ... who am i kidding.
-candouche.