prego spiders and rainbows.
my sunburn is killing me. killing me i say. killing me.
i'm trying to make my decision about things but it's kinda hard. i don't know. i hate being played for a fool and then i hate thinking that maybe i'm just thinking into things WAY too much, but no, i'm really not thinking into it too much at all... that's just the way it is.
i'm talking about andrew by the way. it's like this.. he doesn't want to date me because he can't be faithful to me, which is fucking childish. i'm beyond caring anymore. he doesn't try to talk to me anymore. i don't care if you don't want to be in a relationship, it doesn't fucking matter to me anymore, but you can still have the deceny to talk to me, fuck. i'm an idiot. i should have stayed with a good thing when i had it. it was all a long time coming and being upset about this would only make me petty and weak... which i already am, but that's besides the point.
alright, so i'm over it. :) yay! so i went to go see i hate sally on sunday, it was the best. clint was there and i saw evan again. i've been working this week like always. i made like $5.25 today and i worked for 5 hours. i hate my job sometimes.... but next week i'm back to making 8 bucks an hour cash motha fucka.
fuck off.
i'm trying to make my decision about things but it's kinda hard. i don't know. i hate being played for a fool and then i hate thinking that maybe i'm just thinking into things WAY too much, but no, i'm really not thinking into it too much at all... that's just the way it is.
i'm talking about andrew by the way. it's like this.. he doesn't want to date me because he can't be faithful to me, which is fucking childish. i'm beyond caring anymore. he doesn't try to talk to me anymore. i don't care if you don't want to be in a relationship, it doesn't fucking matter to me anymore, but you can still have the deceny to talk to me, fuck. i'm an idiot. i should have stayed with a good thing when i had it. it was all a long time coming and being upset about this would only make me petty and weak... which i already am, but that's besides the point.
alright, so i'm over it. :) yay! so i went to go see i hate sally on sunday, it was the best. clint was there and i saw evan again. i've been working this week like always. i made like $5.25 today and i worked for 5 hours. i hate my job sometimes.... but next week i'm back to making 8 bucks an hour cash motha fucka.
fuck off.