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Well…
You know who you are…
This might be annoying to you and you would just like to get over everything and me. But before you do I want you and everyone to know that I have and always will care for you. When I met you I didn't think that you could have such an impact on me as you did. Last July when we broke up I thought it was going to be for good. For less then a year I thought about “what if we stayed together?” Knowing you didn't want to talk to me anymore I just let it slide till one day I just couldn't take it anymore and I needed to talk to you. I needed it to be like that day when we first say each other after you got out of the hall I was so happy from then on. Now that we've “tried” it again and its not going to work after a week- I just didn't want to lose you. And we shared something special with in this week and that's why I hurt so much. I wanted to start over and by doing that I might have brought back too much that you don't need. You think I am trying to start drama and I'm not at all I just want to work it out. Everybody needs someone and I wanted to be your someone. I love you still. and I know its love because i cant stop thinking about you...and even tho you say the harshest words to me i still stick around hoping theres more...
I guess the point of this is I don't want you to get hurt. I see you trying to get this girl- who im not judging cuz I don't know her- and I know she's not into you. But you still seem to find a need to stay searching for that thing that will develop into a relationship. Your just hurting the one that wants you the most and that's me. And in the end you will get hurt because that girl doesn't want the same thing you do. If that makes sense at all…
Im sorry that it didn't work out I wish it would I want the best for you… hopefully we can stay friends.
And congrats on moving…
xoxox
You know who you are…
This might be annoying to you and you would just like to get over everything and me. But before you do I want you and everyone to know that I have and always will care for you. When I met you I didn't think that you could have such an impact on me as you did. Last July when we broke up I thought it was going to be for good. For less then a year I thought about “what if we stayed together?” Knowing you didn't want to talk to me anymore I just let it slide till one day I just couldn't take it anymore and I needed to talk to you. I needed it to be like that day when we first say each other after you got out of the hall I was so happy from then on. Now that we've “tried” it again and its not going to work after a week- I just didn't want to lose you. And we shared something special with in this week and that's why I hurt so much. I wanted to start over and by doing that I might have brought back too much that you don't need. You think I am trying to start drama and I'm not at all I just want to work it out. Everybody needs someone and I wanted to be your someone. I love you still. and I know its love because i cant stop thinking about you...and even tho you say the harshest words to me i still stick around hoping theres more...
I guess the point of this is I don't want you to get hurt. I see you trying to get this girl- who im not judging cuz I don't know her- and I know she's not into you. But you still seem to find a need to stay searching for that thing that will develop into a relationship. Your just hurting the one that wants you the most and that's me. And in the end you will get hurt because that girl doesn't want the same thing you do. If that makes sense at all…
Im sorry that it didn't work out I wish it would I want the best for you… hopefully we can stay friends.
And congrats on moving…
xoxox