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emotions are so unpredictable and so unstable. i can be one way one second then the complete opposite the next. i really dont understand how i can feel the way i do at different times. does that make sense at all? it just seems like i used to get caught up in the idea of love so easily and now i dont really know if i have ever really known what i was getting caught up in in the first place. I guess i just think in certain moments in time i am very much inlove and then later i am unsure, but is that process the way love is? is it always supposed to be back and forth and up and down, and if it isnt that way, and you feel the same way about a person all the time then is that somthing else, friendship perhaps? i really dont know what i am writting but it is making sense in my brain.