c-a-n-c-e-r.
I had a much needed talk with Heidi, a close friend from Park. last night. Her best friend from home Mom died from cancer. Mrs. B as the Mom was called had been sick and then got better and I guess became sick again and Jared didn't tell Heid for the fact that she is in Australia and didn't want to worry her with it. Well Heidi is still in Australia and now dealing with this death. I feel so bad for her. She takes it upon herself to feel worse because she is across the world and can't do anything. Porr Jared and his family.
Speaking of cancer. John. I can honestly say that I dislike that man more than a lot of people I have ever met in my life. He treated my Mom like shit, hit her, slammed my sister into a wall, and was an all around low life asshole. (I guess theres not much to be said about my mother choosing to even get involved with a person like that) But despite all of that he is a great father to Jacob and I don't know what is going to happen when John dies. Which is going to happen. We have to face it. He is having surgery on the 21st but it is basically to ease all the pain he is in. Which doesn't exactly make any sense to me bacause they are taking everything down below on a man out. Anyways, the surgery is to ease the pain but it is very risky and if something goes wrong it can speed up his death a lot. He already only has about 6 months, maybe a little bit longer. But doctors can be wrong right? When he dies it is going to crush my little brother. He knows what death is because of my grandparents and he knows that John is sick but I think that he is in his own denial and doesn't see what is really going on. What is going to happen when he realizes that he is never going to see Dad again? His death will kill my mom both emotionaly and finacialy. Despite living in Minnetonka, we are far far from well off. And even though John and her fight all the time, at one point they did have a realtionship and he is the father of her son. shit. I hate this all.
friends. why, oh why, is it this way? and i'm not talking about the cancer.
Speaking of cancer. John. I can honestly say that I dislike that man more than a lot of people I have ever met in my life. He treated my Mom like shit, hit her, slammed my sister into a wall, and was an all around low life asshole. (I guess theres not much to be said about my mother choosing to even get involved with a person like that) But despite all of that he is a great father to Jacob and I don't know what is going to happen when John dies. Which is going to happen. We have to face it. He is having surgery on the 21st but it is basically to ease all the pain he is in. Which doesn't exactly make any sense to me bacause they are taking everything down below on a man out. Anyways, the surgery is to ease the pain but it is very risky and if something goes wrong it can speed up his death a lot. He already only has about 6 months, maybe a little bit longer. But doctors can be wrong right? When he dies it is going to crush my little brother. He knows what death is because of my grandparents and he knows that John is sick but I think that he is in his own denial and doesn't see what is really going on. What is going to happen when he realizes that he is never going to see Dad again? His death will kill my mom both emotionaly and finacialy. Despite living in Minnetonka, we are far far from well off. And even though John and her fight all the time, at one point they did have a realtionship and he is the father of her son. shit. I hate this all.
friends. why, oh why, is it this way? and i'm not talking about the cancer.