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Its hard when you have worked so hard at something and sort of expect people to notice and no one seems to at all. Its almost as though I haven't worked hard enough. It was never that I was going to stop here but I thought this was a big milestone and obviously its not. I tell myself I should be happy and proud butI just can't seem to get there. Oh well its just a wake up call saying that I have to work harder. I will. Oh trust me I will.