Strength Through Wounding
So i have been trying to make my entries more wise and meaning full because i will go back and read this...So this last week has been rough for me, my dad got some kind of an inner ear virus and has bad vertigo...so it hasn't been the best living with him...i can't blame him...it must suck to be living in a haze. I am going with him to help him work tomorrow morning before i go to work, not my favorite thing to do but whatever. So i went to Fresca's Grad...that was actually alot of fun...i don't like ceremonies, but the crew was there and we went out to BJ's after words. So then i went to work and i guess they are having a problem with bad language around customers...so now when we cuss we owe $1...i owe $53 after one day...that's fucken special...they won't fire me though...i hope. So there was actually some really cool shit to do this week...i felt so good because Fresca got a DVD burner and for the first time i really got to teach all the knowledge i knew. I got to teach about compression, file structure, frame rates, and bitmap enchancing...stuff that nobody else might understand but it's kinda been my thing for a couple years now...it isn't something that you can go out and learn cause your not supposed to know how to do, so we learned the HARD way and developed methods...so i finally got to show somebody what it has taken us a couple of years of research to develop and do.
Whatelse happened...i dropped an "L" bomb on a friend, but i think she took in context, it wasn't a "i am hopelessly in love with you and want to be with you forever" "L" bomb, it was more of an "i love you as my friend and i have your back in the darkest of days" and i felt SOOO good about saying that because i adore my friends and i think sometimes i take them for granted and i don't tell them enough...so if nothing else i feel that clarifies my advice to little alan...but i have kinda been dancing in my own misery and i think i see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Whatelse happened...i dropped an "L" bomb on a friend, but i think she took in context, it wasn't a "i am hopelessly in love with you and want to be with you forever" "L" bomb, it was more of an "i love you as my friend and i have your back in the darkest of days" and i felt SOOO good about saying that because i adore my friends and i think sometimes i take them for granted and i don't tell them enough...so if nothing else i feel that clarifies my advice to little alan...but i have kinda been dancing in my own misery and i think i see the light at the end of the tunnel.