Nov 30, 2009 12:28
Exasperating night at circle. Originally I was gonna do a class, first part of my Atlantis theory, but I couldn't get anything printed up so that didn't happen. I show up, people are for the most part just bullshitting.
The stressing part was some of the attention-whorish behavior. One guy tried to beguil me with a tale of how he almost killed a girl one night. She said her wind power was stronger than his fire power so they had a contest (I'm not making this shit up) but he opened his door a little too much and one of 'his' demons got out and jumped into her. Took all night to get the demon 'back in his cage' and apparently said girl almost didn't surivive the attemp. I felt it was polite to keep a straight face through the telling, but I'm pretty sure it was obvious that I thought it was all bullshit.
That's the extreme. The other end was the older woman needing me to help her destress after the palm reading said the same thing a tarot reading had a fewmonths ago, that someone very close to her was going to die. In my own personal views, I think fortune telling of any sort is bullshit. I don't the future exists in any form at all, except the potentiality espressed in energy. So getting all worked up over it all just doesn't make sense to me.
And every one there is all excited that the next twilight movie if playing here, and wanted me to go see it with them. A movie full of teen angst masqurading as tragically hip blood suckers played by people with coookie cutter bodies that need to be force fed some real food. No thanx. I can enjoy vampire movies. Hell, I can even enjoy ones that don't revolve soley around slaughtering the leeches (like true blood). But I just can't handle the teen angst bullshit (even when I was a teenager). And yes, I've seen the first one (in my defense, I was a captive audience), was as entertaining as grass growing.
Got another cam show from my wife this morning which was incredibly nice. Until her bitter comment about one of my kinks for creampies. She HATES semen in any way; smell, taste, texture, etc. So, by extension, my interest in creampie disgusts her. But what got me pissed was as soon as I showed that I wasn't happy with said comment, she tried to back peddle and say she was just joking and all. If you're gonna make a bitchy comment, then have a spine and be bitchy. Don't get all simpering at the first sign of anger.
So I managed to completely hide the fact that I was in a pretty shitty mood for most of the day. Finally shook out of it after lunch with a little retail therapy (did a little Christmas shopping, and got it in the mail).
pagan